Iโ€™m 19. Iโ€™m sat in the kitchen at the table listening to John Mayer belt out Edge of Desire and Iโ€™m wondering if Iโ€™ll remember this in 10 years time when Iโ€™m 29 and doing all the things adults are supposed to. I donโ€™t feel like an adult, I certainly donโ€™t want to be one. I wonder if Iโ€™ll still do the same things when Iโ€™m older, will I still sit at the table and listen to Lana? To Frank? To John? Will I still write with the mind of a dreamer, like a wolf girl who has the whole world at her feet? Itโ€™s one of those moments you have where you think โ€œI want to remember thisโ€. I wonder if Iโ€™ll remember. I hope I can remember.

19 thoughts on “07/02/17

  1. seaofwordsx says:

    This is so beautiful omg โค๏ธ You perfectly described what I also think sometimes. How will life be when I’m older? I hope and wish that we all will remember the things which makes us happy and do those things. We will never grow up like Peter Pan โค๏ธ

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  2. Nicculent says:

    its almost the end of 2018 and ive been having very similar thoughts.those moments when im just like, holy crap, time just keeps slipping away, im turning 17 in a month, im not ready to grow up, etc etc.As I always say, please pleaseeee always keep writing your heart out, because your written work is the most calming thing ever.Ly and this blogpost!

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  3. crystalsandcurls says:

    oh god chloe sometimes it feels like you’re literally inside my head because i get these really melancholy moments where i just sit there and realise “shit life is passing by and im a different person than i was a year ago and who am i going to be next year and will i still love the same things and feel the same way and will i even remember who i am now?” xx

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  4. Petal Hugs says:

    This is so sweet, i love it. I’m 23 now and everytime I hear a song I used to love gives me a weird feeling of regret and happiness (?). Nostalgia is such a weird feeling to describe.

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