video games

05/07/18
8:14pm
One Saturday morning, I woke up and it was a perfect day outside, the sun was shining and there wasn’t a cloud in the sky. Just blue. I played Video Games by Lana and just lay there, looking up at the sky. And even though I was sad, in that moment I was happy. I was depressed actually, severely depressed, I still am. But I wish I could go back to that moment sometimes, because for those few minutes I was floating.
I felt free. For those few minutes, I was okay.

I could see diamonds in the sky.

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15 thoughts on “video games

  1. | a s h | says:

    I hope whatever is bothering you goes away and you’re well soon. Also you should listen to Conan Gray’s cover of the song Videogames you will not regret it :))) take care you amazing beyond words person ❀️

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  2. Karen Wodstrup says:

    Video games is without a doubt my all time favourite song of Lana’s. I totally get you on wanting to go back to moments like these, I feel like that with other memories too. It is in somewhat frustrating that we only get to experience moments like these once, however that’s exactly what makes them so special as well. I hope you’re doing alright Chloe <33 xxx

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  3. questionsfromateenager says:

    Video games is one of my favourites of Lana’s. Such a timeless classic. I never get sick of it. And your writing, the scene you drew up inside the reader’s (my) mind was incredible. Sad but you depicted a moment where nothing matteres, where everything just seems to… Stop. Even if it’s just for a while. It’s incredible that music can affect us in such a way xx

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