look now, the sky is golden

I don’t believe that going back to old places fixes things, I always have fond memories of places I used to be but I guess that’s where the quote “nostalgia is a dirty liar that insists things were better than they seemed” comes from, because I know deep down things were never really as rose … Continue reading look now, the sky is golden


jonghyun, a year on

18/12/18 How do I start this...I don't know. I feel like I've said a million things about it this year yet I still have so much more to say. This post was really difficult to write and I began writing it months ago, actually. I knew I wouldn't be able to write it all at … Continue reading jonghyun, a year on


9:50pm I’m 19. I’m sat in the kitchen at the table listening to John Mayer belt out Edge of Desire and I’m wondering if I’ll remember this in 10 years time when I’m 29 and doing all the things adults are supposed to. I don’t feel like an adult, I certainly don’t want to be … Continue reading 07/02/17


17/09/18 Last night I was…I don’t even know what happened. Like I mentioned in this post, I don’t know how I keep getting into these situations, it’s like I just open my eyes and suddenly everything is unfolding in front of me. I was listening to Clearly by Grace Vanderwaal, which is one of the … Continue reading realise