starting anew

I'm having my room redone at the moment. The last time I had it done was when I was around 16. I remember enjoying how spacious it was after everything had been moved out of it in order to make room for the decorating. I liked the open white walls and having my bed in … Continue reading starting anew

vulnerability

Being vulnerable isn't beautiful, it's terrifying. There's always this saying that being vulnerable is a beautiful and brave thing to do. But it's not. I don't feel brave at all. I feel terrified and anxious and like all the air has been sucked out of my lungs and I can't remember the last time I … Continue reading vulnerability

forgiveness

There’s so many things that as I’m getting older, I’m learning to forgive myself for. Forgiving is such a graceful act, and I need to give myself more grace. Throughout life I’ve always told myself that everything was my fault, through lack of self love – everything went wrong because of you, this person left … Continue reading forgiveness

2021

Here's some writing / thinking I did this morning. I have blurred some parts out for obvious reasons and yes my writing is incredibly messy. I hope it makes it harder to read. Questions courtesy of We're Not Really Strangers. Here's to 2021.