waking up slow

Sometimes I get scared of being alone. I love being alone but I donโ€™t like being lonely. Now I donโ€™t like being alone or being lonely. I donโ€™t know why Iโ€™m scared of my own company, I guess because it means I have time to sit there and overthink myself into anxiety, which is the … Continue reading waking up slow

happiness

Feeling genuinely happy has been a pretty much foreign concept to me forโ€ฆever. Which sounds very dramatic but in the grand scheme of things I canโ€™t really remember points in my life where Iโ€™ve felt genuinely happy and content. Of course Iโ€™ve had happy times in my life, lots of them and which Iโ€™m very … Continue reading happiness