Chloe

We were watching old videos today. My nan has hundreds of VHS tapes from years and years ago and since it's quarantine, we decided to borrow a video player and play them. I sat with my mum and dad watching them, they were from '94 / 95, and then when I was born ('98) and …

I think I need to challenge myself

There are a lot of things that I don't do because I'm too scared, too anxious, too shy, too worrisome, too this or too that. Not the right fit. Not the right person. Not the right personality. Not the right ambition. I endlessly drive myself crazy thinking of what ifs - what if it goes …

2 weeks with no phone during self-isolation

Hello my loves, Last Sunday afternoon (5th), my phone decided to randomly break. For no reason at all. It just decided hey, the world is going to ruin right now and I think I might join it! And then there I was, with no phone. I rang my provider and they came to collect it …

i don’t know about you, but i’m feeling…

Hi loves, IT'S MY BIRTHDAY! Well, it was on Saturday (25th) so of course, it's not my birthday anymore, and as you can probably guess by the title of this post, I turned... that's right 22. I'd be lying if I said I hadn't been waiting since 2012 in order to use that line. This …

the anxiety trick

Hi my loves, I'm just going to preface this post by saying that what I'm mentioning here today is really, really important if you suffer from anxiety. I've essentially found something that has really helped me change my mindset when it comes to my anxious thoughts and I think it'll really help you too (I …

Dear 2020

Hello my loves, Happy new year !! Sorry I've been a bit MIA over Christmas but everything has been so busy, I have so many wrap up posts that I need to finish up so be expecting a few of those in the coming weeks... I'm not really sure what this post is, I guess I just …

my top 10 blog posts of 2019

Hello my loves! Happy (late) Christmas! I hope you all had the most wonderful day if you celebrate and got everything you wanted 💗🎅🏼🎄 I did this post in 2017 and 2018 so I thought it was only right I did one for 2019 too! The idea of this is for me to go through …

anxiety is ruining my life

Hi loves, Happy December! And welcome to a nice, depressing post to start off Christmas the right way. I'm sorry. Anyway, guess whose head has been a whirring mess lately !! My brain feels like it’s constantly on a rollercoaster that I can’t seem to get off of and it’s so exhausting. Anxiety is doing …

being ill has actually done me good

Hi loves, I feel like I've been a little absent this week, I know it's only Thursday and you probably haven't even noticed since I've still been uploading and stuff, but for about 6 days now I've been really ill. I''m actually very lucky in the sense that I rarely get ill - maybe once …

you have one new message (1)

Sometimes I have to unfollow people on social media because we don't speak anymore but I still care about them, and seeing their face on my timeline hurts. I wish they knew it wasn't personal, and that they didn't do anything wrong. It's not because I don't like them anymore, or even necessarily that I don't …