forgiveness

There’s so many things that as I’m getting older, I’m learning to forgive myself for. Forgiving is such a graceful act, and I need to give myself more grace. Throughout life I’ve always told myself that everything was my fault, through lack of self love – everything went wrong because of you, this person left …

coming into your own

I'm really starting to focus on the things that make me feel like myself these days. Not what makes me look the best physically, or what makes me look cool to other people, but myself. Through growth and time, that has become my main priority and the most important thing to me, and I'm embracing …

projecting insecurities

My biggest problem. Something that I constantly work on but cannot seem to fix. In some ways, I don't think I'll ever fix it because I'll always have insecurities, I just need to work on managing them better. Managing my insecurities - another thing I cannot do. In that sense emotionally, I feel like a …

trouble(d)

I sat in my car this morning listening to Trouble by Coldplay, it was rainy and gloomy and I sat there watching the rain fall down my windscreen. Lately I’ve been struggling with progress, I suppose. It’s so easy to feel isolated and get trapped inside your own bubble, inside your own mind. The past …

Chloe

We were watching old videos today. My nan has hundreds of VHS tapes from years and years ago and since it's quarantine, we decided to borrow a video player and play them. I sat with my mum and dad watching them, they were from '94 / 95, and then when I was born ('98) and …

I think I need to challenge myself

There are a lot of things that I don't do because I'm too scared, too anxious, too shy, too worrisome, too this or too that. Not the right fit. Not the right person. Not the right personality. Not the right ambition. I endlessly drive myself crazy thinking of what ifs - what if it goes …

2 weeks with no phone during self-isolation

Hello my loves, Last Sunday afternoon (5th), my phone decided to randomly break. For no reason at all. It just decided hey, the world is going to ruin right now and I think I might join it! And then there I was, with no phone. I rang my provider and they came to collect it …

i don’t know about you, but i’m feeling…

Hi loves, IT'S MY BIRTHDAY! Well, it was on Saturday (25th) so of course, it's not my birthday anymore, and as you can probably guess by the title of this post, I turned... that's right 22. I'd be lying if I said I hadn't been waiting since 2012 in order to use that line. This …

the anxiety trick

Hi my loves, I'm just going to preface this post by saying that what I'm mentioning here today is really, really important if you suffer from anxiety. I've essentially found something that has really helped me change my mindset when it comes to my anxious thoughts and I think it'll really help you too (I …

Dear 2020

Hello my loves, Happy new year !! Sorry I've been a bit MIA over Christmas but everything has been so busy, I have so many wrap up posts that I need to finish up so be expecting a few of those in the coming weeks... I'm not really sure what this post is, I guess I just …