Chloe

We were watching old videos today. My nan has hundreds of VHS tapes from years and years ago and since it's quarantine, we decided to borrow a video player and play them. I sat with my mum and dad watching them, they were from '94 / 95, and then when I was born ('98) and …

I think I need to challenge myself

There are a lot of things that I don't do because I'm too scared, too anxious, too shy, too worrisome, too this or too that. Not the right fit. Not the right person. Not the right personality. Not the right ambition. I endlessly drive myself crazy thinking of what ifs - what if it goes …

i do believe your galaxy

Hello my loves, It's time for a well overdue emotional post! I haven't written one of these in what feels like forever now - after only ever putting out whimsical, emotionally thought out pieces of writing for the last couple of years I feel like lately I've gone in the complete opposite direction and I …

i don’t know about you, but i’m feeling…

Hi loves, IT'S MY BIRTHDAY! Well, it was on Saturday (25th) so of course, it's not my birthday anymore, and as you can probably guess by the title of this post, I turned... that's right 22. I'd be lying if I said I hadn't been waiting since 2012 in order to use that line. This …

the anxiety trick

Hi my loves, I'm just going to preface this post by saying that what I'm mentioning here today is really, really important if you suffer from anxiety. I've essentially found something that has really helped me change my mindset when it comes to my anxious thoughts and I think it'll really help you too (I …

Dear 2020

Hello my loves, Happy new year !! Sorry I've been a bit MIA over Christmas but everything has been so busy, I have so many wrap up posts that I need to finish up so be expecting a few of those in the coming weeks... I'm not really sure what this post is, I guess I just …

anxiety is ruining my life

Hi loves, Happy December! And welcome to a nice, depressing post to start off Christmas the right way. I'm sorry. Anyway, guess whose head has been a whirring mess lately !! My brain feels like it’s constantly on a rollercoaster that I can’t seem to get off of and it’s so exhausting. Anxiety is doing …

the time of my life fighting dragons with you

I woke up the other morning thinking about how I stood in front of a church full of people talking about satan and the depths of hell when I read out my best friend's eulogy at her funeral. It was an inside joke, and I remember standing there talking about it and wondering if the …

being ill has actually done me good

Hi loves, I feel like I've been a little absent this week, I know it's only Thursday and you probably haven't even noticed since I've still been uploading and stuff, but for about 6 days now I've been really ill. I''m actually very lucky in the sense that I rarely get ill - maybe once …

letting go – a chat about anxiety

Hi loves, This is a long chat I wanted to have with myself, and you reading this, about anxiety. More so, my own, and how I'm dealing with it. It's important to open up, it's important to be honest. I thought I'd tell you what's on my mind. I hope you're all well. Love you …