a spider web and it’s me in the middle

24/12/18 I kind of got into this mindset of realising that some days I do wake up and want to feel utterly horrible. I want to listen to angry music and be rude and ignore everyone and refuse to make eye contact because some days, I need to let this rage out. Once I come … Continue reading a spider web and it’s me in the middle


https://youtu.be/fLfcfeqwBdY 15/06/17 10:11pm I really loved my room tonight. I mean, I love it anyway but some nights it's more beautiful than others. It's a Thursday evening, transitioning into the night and I'm listening to Untouchable by Taylor Swift. If you've heard it you'll understand. I'm sat here in my pyjamas with my hair tousled … Continue reading untouchable


Last night I stumbled across this piece of paper crumpled in the bottom of a clothing drawer and thought I'd share. I was 17. ✨ 02/04/15 I need to accept myself. I need to stop comparing myself to everyone else. Quit that. I need to stop second guessing everything I do, I end up just … Continue reading 2:37am


9:50pm I’m 19. I’m sat in the kitchen at the table listening to John Mayer belt out Edge of Desire and I’m wondering if I’ll remember this in 10 years time when I’m 29 and doing all the things adults are supposed to. I don’t feel like an adult, I certainly don’t want to be … Continue reading 07/02/17


It’s weird how for years you couldn’t go a day without missing someone and now you don’t miss them at all. The sickness is gone. The feeling no longer there. The storm has washed over you and washed everything away, and now all that’s left is the calm. The calm after the storm, as they … Continue reading she