love letters to myself – you are the universe

Hi loves, Forgot to include this in my last post but uh...happy 200th post! I mentioned a while ago that I wanted to start connecting with myself and others even more on this blog by sharing my journal entries, scanned writings etc. I just finished writing a new journal entry and decided to flip back …

because the night

https://youtu.be/c_BcivBprM0 18/12/17 5:43pm I remember the first time I listened to 'Because The Night' by Patti, it was after I'd finished reading Just Kids and obviously she talks about the music and this song throughout, so once I'd closed the book I picked up my laptop and pressed play. It was a Saturday night and …

11:34pm

He said, "What are you afraid of?", I swallow, loud enough that his eyes are directed to the movement in my throat. He looks at me, almost agaze, his eyes following down. Tracing the lines of my collarbone, down. His eyes lingering a few moments longer on the pulse beating out of my chest. I …

07/02/17

9:50pm I’m 19. I’m sat in the kitchen at the table listening to John Mayer belt out Edge of Desire and I’m wondering if I’ll remember this in 10 years time when I’m 29 and doing all the things adults are supposed to. I don’t feel like an adult, I certainly don’t want to be …

clearly

https://youtu.be/ZcCp7488puc 16/09/18 9:34pm something is changing within me and i don't know what it is i'm seeing life in a whole new way everything is so fragile, people are so fragile be kind and give love and light to everyone, because god knows we need it people are so beautiful and i'm finding the beauty …

there are many different ways of saying I love you

Something I wrote when I was 18, about a night I once had. ☁️ I believe everyone has their own personal ways of loving someone, in the same way that some people say "I love you" by telling you to wear your seatbelt. I always knew this because it happened to me when I was in a …

she

It’s weird how for years you couldn’t go a day without missing someone and now you don’t miss them at all. The sickness is gone. The feeling no longer there. The storm has washed over you and washed everything away, and now all that’s left is the calm. The calm after the storm, as they …

creative changes

Hi loves, Creativity has been whirling around my head lately and like I said in my 1 year blogiversary post, I wanted to make this blog a creative space and somewhere people can come to talk and feel inspired. I just wanna spread the magic, okay? So, Instead of looking at Midnight Wanderer as a …

writing here and writing there

Hi loves, I've mentioned this before - the fact that before I started a blog, I never used to share my writing anywhere. For years I would only ever use journals, and I still do, but my main journal where I would usually write, I don't anymore...not half as much. Everything that I would normally …

you are so gracefully insane

"and i was looking at myself and i was thinking 'who am i?' because i was so lost and i'd never really taken the time to sit down and truly look at myself. and so i was going back to the very route of my existence and they always say that as you were born, the …