Hello my loves, I feel as though I've been really distant lately, and I don't like it. I spoke about this in a blog post maybe over a year ago now, but I just feel as though I'm not as here as I'd like to be. I'm still posting every week, but I don't feel like I'm … Continue reading ramblings – i miss being sad
Tag: mental illness
I think I need to challenge myself
There are a lot of things that I don't do because I'm too scared, too anxious, too shy, too worrisome, too this or too that. Not the right fit. Not the right person. Not the right personality. Not the right ambition. I endlessly drive myself crazy thinking of what ifs - what if it goes … Continue reading I think I need to challenge myself
i don’t know about you, but i’m feeling…
Hi loves, IT'S MY BIRTHDAY! Well, it was on Saturday (25th) so of course, it's not my birthday anymore, and as you can probably guess by the title of this post, I turned... that's right 22. I'd be lying if I said I hadn't been waiting since 2012 in order to use that line. This … Continue reading i don’t know about you, but i’m feeling…
the anxiety trick
Hi my loves, I'm just going to preface this post by saying that what I'm mentioning here today is really, really important if you suffer from anxiety. I've essentially found something that has really helped me change my mindset when it comes to my anxious thoughts and I think it'll really help you too (I … Continue reading the anxiety trick
anxiety is ruining my life
Hi loves, Happy December! And welcome to a nice, depressing post to start off Christmas the right way. I'm sorry. Anyway, guess whose head has been a whirring mess lately !! My brain feels like itβs constantly on a rollercoaster that I canβt seem to get off of and itβs so exhausting. Anxiety is doing … Continue reading anxiety is ruining my life
you have one new message (1)
Sometimes I have to unfollow people on social media because we don't speak anymore but I still care about them, and seeing their face on my timeline hurts. I wish they knew it wasn't personal, and that they didn't do anything wrong. It's not because I don't like them anymore, or even necessarily that IΒ don't … Continue reading you have one new message (1)
letting go – a chat about anxiety
Hi loves, This is a long chat I wanted to have with myself, and you reading this, about anxiety. More so, my own, and how I'm dealing with it. It's important to open up, it's important to be honest. I thought I'd tell you what's on my mind. I hope you're all well. Love you … Continue reading letting go – a chat about anxiety
from now on
11/09/19 this wonβt make sense to you, but it does to me Sometimes I think I should start mashing my blog posts into 2. I write sections, excerpts here and there that arenβt enough to warrant a blog post of their own, but that I then donβt know what to do with afterwards. Maybe I … Continue reading from now on
on my mind
Hi loves, I feel like I need to write a post becauseβ¦I havenβt written anything in what feels like ages. Iβm not sure why. Honestly, I feel like I have nothing to talk about right now, my creativity bubble in the writing department has completely burst. I remember when I first started this blog and … Continue reading on my mind
a spider web and it’s me in the middle
24/12/18 I kind of got into this mindset of realising that some days I do wake up and want to feel utterly horrible. I want to listen to angry music and be rude and ignore everyone and refuse to make eye contact because some days, I need to let this rage out. Once I come … Continue reading a spider web and it’s me in the middle