junk of the heart (happy)

july 2021, or was it june Drunk. Happy. We bond over our memory of a song. I’m searching through your Spotify playlists and gasp when I see one of my favourites in there, wondering how you found it and what the chances were of you even knowing it. I think it’s fate. The title of …

rain running

Walking has become my new saviour. Anxiety has become the prison I find myself trapped in and I’ve been searching for things that allow me to set myself free. I bought Spotify premium and mental health-wise it’s been such a good investment. I use Spotify everyday anyway, but recently I’ve been using it even more …

earthside

my anxiety has been playing up a lot lately . i’ve decided in order to fix this i should be spending time outdoors . i’ve also been reading conversations with friends by sally rooney and have noticed my inner monologue change to that of frances and the way that she thinks . or maybe we …

tulsa jesus freak

it’s 10pm. summer. kind of . i’m lying here in the dark listening to lana . the noise of a fan whirrs in the background, cool air falls over me and my hair moves in the breeze as it oscillates. i’m wearing an oversized t-shirt, there’s bruises on my legs from i don’t know where …

I don’t want the world to see me / iris

- an old post I wrote a long time ago, but one I'm going to share today - not everything is still applicable now, but it was at the time. 16/06/18 I remember being 12 or 13 driving home from somewhere with my family. I was staring out of the window zoning out until the …

cinammon girl

Hello my loves, Finally the tattoo shops are back open and the tattoo obsession continues! I know there are bigger problems in the world but not being able to get tattooed for pretty much all of 2020 was giving me a midlife crisis. Alas, the problem has now been solved. Also, apologies in advance for …

Music of the Month – April & May

Hello my loves, Here's a (very belated) April & May music! ☼ good days - sza https://youtu.be/2p3zZoraK9g kiss me more - doja cat ft. sza https://youtu.be/0EVVKs6DQLo better - the vamps https://youtu.be/l3SqeJoMBP0 treading water - the vamps https://youtu.be/VLo_AwC9qh4 traitor - olivia rodrigo https://youtu.be/6tsu2oeZJgo big girl$ don't cry - zhavia https://youtu.be/uo8YYMNA06Q Korean got it like that - …

the art of starting over

Hello my loves, It's the Easter weekend as I'm writing this meaning we have 4 days off, and I plan on being productive for all of them. I've written myself a list of the things I want to get done before I go back to work on Tuesday and there's nothing more satisfying than going …

Music of the Month – February

Hello my loves, Here's a (very late) February music! ☼ my oh my - james smith https://youtu.be/QNd-XANB2AM Everything he sings is just gold. willow - taylor swift https://youtu.be/RsEZmictANA This has been stuck in my head for the longest time recently, such a beautiful song from a beautiful lady. lost on you - lp https://youtu.be/hn3wJ1_1Zsg Actually …

DON’T CALL ME

Normally I'd stick something like this in a monthly music post but...this is way too important to file away in a post like that, this needs a whole post of it's own. SHINEE'S BACK AND I'M SO HAPPY ABOUT IT I missed them so much !!! I'm so happy my heart could burst. I love …