05.04.26

it’s a sunday. i’m watching american psycho & feeling very 90s. i’m currently reading a southern novel published in the 80s set in alabama. i just ordered some secondhand classic books with vintage covers that i’ve been meaning to buy for a long time, including american psycho, which i probably should’ve read before watching the…

i had another baby

Hello my loves, I’ve been meaning to write this post for ages now and am only just getting round to it. Lots to catch up on! When I was 8 months postpartum I found out I was pregnant with my second child. It was a surprise but not unexpected (we just didn’t think it would…

i just ride

feeling very nostalgic & sad lately. sad i guess for the things i once had and lost and will no longer get back again. or maybe i know that one day i can get them back again, but the road to get there would be sad and lonely, and so i don’t take it. summer…

the panic years

I love Bradley Simpson, and I have loved Bradley Simpson for many, many years now, at least since I was 15, if not before. He's finally released his first solo album and I wanted to write about it, because I love it so need to share it with you. As someone who suffers from anxiety…

so, i have a 4 month old (birth story)

Hello my loves, In my last post in August I was 6 months pregnant with my first child - she was due on December 23rd (yes, I know) but actually ended up coming on November 19th instead, 5 weeks early. Why? Long story. I had a completely low risk pregnancy up until the 35 week…

i’m back (and i’m having a baby)

Hello my loves, Long time no see. Now feels like the right time to “return” to my blog, I guess? I needed a break from lots of things and my head was getting too busy, I was getting too anxious and I needed to disappear. Well, I’ve done my disappearing now, and it feels like…

i’m back

well, i'm not. kinda. i had to write this right now. i've been gone for about a year, i know i just disappeared off the face of the earth like it was nothing but i had to. i don't think i'd have survived otherwise. i keep having dreams, really vivid dreams about people and then…

August Book Reviews (I’M GLAD MY MOM DIED)

Hello my loves, Here's everything I read in August! ☼ Loner - Georgina Young3/5 Stars☆☆☆ This was a random read for me and something I decided on because none of my other options were appealing at the time and I wanted a somewhat short, quick read. This is a YA novel about a girl called…

Menorca, Spain – Photo Diary ☼

Hello my loves, Last week I went on holiday to Menorca and had a beautiful time, I did absolutely nothing but sunbathe, read, and listen to music. I definitely needed the break. Here's a little photo diary / photo dump of some pictures I took there. Enjoy .xx ☼ the holiday reading stack i basically…

thoughts from a balcony

the title, is an ode to kojo. and because i am currently sitting on a balcony, looking up at the stars. it’s 5am and silent everywhere, i am the only one in the world awake. here’s a week’s worth of wondering. "smoke and sunset, off mulhollandhe was talkin, i was wonderin boutyou and that girl,…