Hello my loves, Happy 5th birthday to Midnight Wanderer! It feels like such a long and short time since I created this blog, but what's for certain is a lot has changed and happened since then, and it's very strange that it's all logged here for essentially eternity, and I can go back to different… Continue reading Happy 5th Birthday Midnight Wanderer!
Month: April 2022
breakdown diary #4
today feels surreal, like no one's around. i went to the gym and it was empty, so i stayed on the treadmill for an hour listening to blur with my eyes closed feeling like i was somewhere else. watching all of the tiny people going about their lives in the windows below, knowing i wasn't… Continue reading breakdown diary #4
breakdown diary #3
heart out Sleep is now a crazy thing, getting knocked out and sent into such a deep sleep that I can't wake up from. When I do finally wake up, I'm fully awake in my head but have no energy to even open my eyes or speak, I literally cannot get out of bed. In… Continue reading breakdown diary #3