i’m back

well, i'm not. kinda. i had to write this right now. i've been gone for about a year, i know i just disappeared off the face of the earth like it was nothing but i had to. i don't think i'd have survived otherwise. i keep having dreams, really vivid dreams about people and then…

thoughts from a balcony

the title, is an ode to kojo. and because i am currently sitting on a balcony, looking up at the stars. it’s 5am and silent everywhere, i am the only one in the world awake. here’s a week’s worth of wondering. "smoke and sunset, off mulhollandhe was talkin, i was wonderin boutyou and that girl,…

august & other places

Hello my loves, Another photo dump for you all .xx ☼ ☼ All my love, Chloe .xx

something like olivia

Hello my loves, Something you may know if you’ve been here for a while is that Grease is my favourite movie of all time, ever ever ever. I’m not a film person, I haven’t seen many and they don’t really interest me, film and TV isn’t something I particularly enjoy too much, especially movies, they’re…

new piercings & comforting art

Hello my loves, I figured I’d start doing these new kind of camera roll dump posts, like a miscellaneous Youtube vlog or an Instagram camera roll dump, but in blog format instead. This week I got some of the jewellery changed in my ears as well as a new piercing, and saw some art I…

waiting for the year to end

Hello my loves, I haven’t written in a while, properly. I seem to have kind of stopped doing that lately. I’ve currently been writing everything in my physical journal as of recent, because it feels better and like it does a better job of purging my feelings that way, though it seems I can only…

july

05/07/22 I am so sad. I don't know what's wrong with me. I feel like I'm falling apart. I just want to listen to Taylor's Red album and cry. Or the Unbroken album. I feel like I'm 18 and sad again. I don't know what's happening. It feels like a little depression cloud is making…

i got a bookish tattoo 📚✨

Hello my loves, So…this week’s tattoo. I can’t stop I really can’t. I’m literally getting tattoos every week at the minute but that’s also because I’m in a constant state of mental breakdown and this is my way of dealing with things. Let me live in peace. Age= 24Placement = Right armPain = 3 / 10Price = £70This tattoo as…

why i bought a r*pe alarm & you should too

*trigger warning for sexual assault* Hello my loves, The title of today’s post is quite violent and I apologise for that, however, that is what rape is. A heinous, violent act committed by monsters. A couple of years ago I saw a Youtuber I watch do a little “what’s in my bag” haul and she…

6th June

Hello my loves, Today marks 9 years since my best friend, my sister and my soulmate was taken away from me. A lovely uplifting sentence to introduce the post as always. What do I feel today? I'm not sure. Usually, or, well, I say usually, I guess up until the last few years, I would…