the anxiety trick

Hi my loves, I'm just going to preface this post by saying that what I'm mentioning here today is really, really important if you suffer from anxiety. I've essentially found something that has really helped me change my mindset when it comes to my anxious thoughts and I think it'll really help you too (I …

black swan

We’re just gonna talk about something real quick. https://youtu.be/vGbuUFRdYqU This. I could put it in a monthly music post or I could wait until the full album comes out to do a post on it but I figured I’ve only posted once this week and I wanted to talk about this so, here’s this week’s …

Dear 2020

Hello my loves, Happy new year !! Sorry I've been a bit MIA over Christmas but everything has been so busy, I have so many wrap up posts that I need to finish up so be expecting a few of those in the coming weeks... I'm not really sure what this post is, I guess I just …

anxiety is ruining my life

Hi loves, Happy December! And welcome to a nice, depressing post to start off Christmas the right way. I'm sorry. Anyway, guess whose head has been a whirring mess lately !! My brain feels like it’s constantly on a rollercoaster that I can’t seem to get off of and it’s so exhausting. Anxiety is doing …

structuring my life

Hi loves, If you know anything about me, you’ll know that I’m a control freak in the sense that I have to know what’s happening in my life at all times. Like, I can’t ever have anything just hanging in the air, I have to know where I stand – with people, with plans - …

it’s the little things pt.2

Hi loves, I feel like I'm seeing less of you all lately! With work, uni and general life I've been super busy so I feel like I haven't been on here as much, plus I'm still trying to catch up on everything I missed when I had my 3 week chest infection. The joys. I …

the time of my life fighting dragons with you

I woke up the other morning thinking about how I stood in front of a church full of people talking about satan and the depths of hell when I read out my best friend's eulogy at her funeral. It was an inside joke, and I remember standing there talking about it and wondering if the …

73 questions with (not) vogue

Hi angels, Long story short I didn't like any of the stuff I had in drafts for this week because it all felt too deep or rambly (is that a word) so I decided to do something a little lighter and answer some questions instead! I haven't done one of these posts in over a year …

being ill has actually done me good

Hi loves, I feel like I've been a little absent this week, I know it's only Thursday and you probably haven't even noticed since I've still been uploading and stuff, but for about 6 days now I've been really ill. I''m actually very lucky in the sense that I rarely get ill - maybe once …

holding on

I read something the other day that said in order to learn new things you have to wipe your memory, forget what you already know and take yourself right back to the start as if you're a beginner. I think I need to do that with life. I realised last night (I say last night, …