Being vulnerable isn't beautiful, it's terrifying. There's always this saying that being vulnerable is a beautiful and brave thing to do. But it's not. I don't feel brave at all. I feel terrified and anxious and like all the air has been sucked out of my lungs and I can't remember the last time I … Continue reading vulnerability


Normally I'd stick something like this in a monthly music post but...this is way too important to file away in a post like that, this needs a whole post of it's own. SHINEE'S BACK AND I'M SO HAPPY ABOUT IT I missed them so much !!! I'm so happy my heart could burst. I love … Continue reading DON’T CALL ME


There’s so many things that as I’m getting older, I’m learning to forgive myself for. Forgiving is such a graceful act, and I need to give myself more grace. Throughout life I’ve always told myself that everything was my fault, through lack of self love – everything went wrong because of you, this person left … Continue reading forgiveness


Here's some writing / thinking I did this morning. I have blurred some parts out for obvious reasons and yes my writing is incredibly messy. I hope it makes it harder to read. Questions courtesy of We're Not Really Strangers. Here's to 2021.