it’s 10pm. summer. kind of . i’m lying here in the dark listening to lana . the noise of a fan whirrs in the background, cool air falls over me and my hair moves in the breeze as it oscillates. i’m wearing an oversized t-shirt, there’s bruises on my legs from i don’t know where … Continue reading tulsa jesus freak
- an old post I wrote a long time ago, but one I'm going to share today - not everything is still applicable now, but it was at the time. 16/06/18 I remember being 12 or 13 driving home from somewhere with my family. I was staring out of the window zoning out until the … Continue reading I don’t want the world to see me / iris
Lately in life I've noticed that I'm always in a rush. As someone who's always been early / on time for just about any and every event ever, I'm not sure why I'm always running around like I'm in a rush, but I am. It causes me to make silly little mistakes that end up … Continue reading into the rush
August. Something’s in the air. August feels significant this year if not any other year, I don’t know whether that’s because it truly is, or if it’s just because Taylor Swift has taken over every inch of my brain and I’m okay with that. August has been a horrific month, when I think about it. … Continue reading august
What do I want to write – something. Anything. Something long and ambiguous. I let the thoughts trail out in my head and now I wish I’d started writing this sooner. How do I feel lately? Older. Stronger. Better. Like I could be relied upon. Like someone could look at me and find comfort, because … Continue reading white noise
i promise. i'm sitting there and you're like a child to me now, this angel of a girl, my babylove, and i want to hold you and cuddle you and look after you and protect you from everything in the entire world. i can't, of course, i couldn't, i didn't, that's why i'm here and … Continue reading you’re gonna live forever in me
turning sadness into art . turning you into poetry . you should be grateful i write you down . i’m grateful i write at all . when you’re gone all i do is think about you and it hurts me to watch you leave . you left in my rear view mirror and i thought … Continue reading drowning
Sometimes I think comfort and home can be present in a person straight away, rather than something you build up to. I read once that after the initial butterflies die down you don't get them anymore, because what you get instead is comfort and familiarity because this person is your home and they never make … Continue reading butterfly soliloquy
Hello my loves, Finally the tattoo shops are back open and the tattoo obsession continues! I know there are bigger problems in the world but not being able to get tattooed for pretty much all of 2020 was giving me a midlife crisis. Alas, the problem has now been solved. Also, apologies in advance for … Continue reading cinammon girl
Drove to work listening to channel orange today. The CD has been displayed on my shelf ever since I bought it years ago and today I decided I needed it. The sun was shining and the sky was clear blue, which is everything I think about when I think of channel orange – that’s the … Continue reading talk fast, romance
